Twitterpaited

You should not look this title up in the dictionary. I'm almost positive it's not there. It's pronounced twitter-painted without the n. I'm not sure how to spell the word or its origin, but I know it's completely made up. I don’t know how to describe this word but I’m feelin it. It’s that butterfly flutter when he kisses you on the cheek. When he opens the door for you. When he plays with your hair as you fall asleep. When he makes you wear your seatbelt, bringing the car to a stop on your first date while you’re still in the driveway because he’s mad you don’t wear it already. The reaction when he found out I text when I drive, or at least I used to. The smile you get when he bakes cakes with you for hours and is still happy when you finish late into the night. The stress he relieves when he lets you complain about a bad day at work and sincerely listens to what happened. When he says “We are doing homework tonight!” because he knows if he doesn’t make me I will put it off and he wants me to succeed. That he’ll giggle with me when I don’t know how to cook and have to call my mom for directions to finish any project. It’s the feeling you have when you are leaving him, and you just don’t want to go. When you get home and can’t fall asleep because he’s all you can think of. It’s a lot like those things, and so much more, and I love it!

Follow - Up

Well I got my life change, and it was not what I expected or planned on!! I guess that's what I get for thinking it was in my control. :) Anyways, I will post details about it later. I started school and it's harder than I thought. It's a tough balance between personal life and work and school! But life is going great and I'm happier than ever!!!